Males: then can go to &#@!

Idiots, flaming loser idiots!!! Who you may ask? The male gender of this world, specifically those from ages 23-30. No wonder they are still single. Why, why why cant I find a decent one? And when I finally do they are either taken or just not interested in that way??? I am so dang sick of it! I have lost all hope and faith in the male gender, it has been successfully bashed into a million trillion pieces for the final time. No more. I am done. Consider me the first Mormon nun! Idiot jerks! :(

I really hate Monday! :(

So it is days like today, that I really really wish that my imaginary trips were real and we could I away from life and all of the problems that is brings. It is only 9 am and there is so much freaking drama in my office that I am ready to throw my hands up and say I quit!!! I really cant take it today, and I really dont know why. I think over the past few weeks it has just kept building and building and it seems to have just exploded! I want to be nice and kind and help these people that are struggeling, but I dont have it in me, I just dont really care anymore. Is that bad? How can I fix it? The blahs of Monday, how I hate them! I am ready to be done! Where is my prince to come and take me away to a land with no Mondays and no worries!?!?!?!

Oh the Summer

So the summer is slowly drawing to a close and I am happy but sad. I have had a fun summer, have made tons of new friends and have grown closer with many old friends. I was able to work EFY again, this summer I was in Provo the whole time and it was good and bad. I love traveling but at the same time it is nice to stay in one place. I guess I really cant complain too much, I was lucky to be able to work, which I am thankful for! Oh the memories that are created each year. Gotta love it!

So something sad that has happened this summer, my brothers, all three of them decided that they wanted to join the Marines!!! That is great and all and I am really proud of them but at the same time I am sad to be loosing them all! Granted I dont live at home so I dont see them that much but still the thought that they are out there right now getting trained to go and fight a war somewhere to defend our country in some foreign land! Scary!!!

Stupid!!!!

So why are members of the male gender so dumb and rude and inconsiderate?? I mean really, they sit and tell you that they are such the gentleman and treat women right and dont judge and blah blah blah blah!!!!! And then what do they do? They go and do everything complete opposite of what they said!!!! Do they ever stop to think of how they are contradicting themselves? I highly doubt it! Stupid men, they make me want to become a nun!!!!!

Why do they do this to me????

So it seems like everyone feels that this is the time that they need to move on with their lives and that means that they are all leaving!!! A guy who I consider to be one of my best friends decided that he wanted to do something more with his life so he took the LSAT and started applying to law schools. That is great and I am glad that he wants to do more with his life, but when he told me that he was going to be moving to Omaha NE to continue it, I started to cry!!! Why oh why is he moving so far away from me!!!???? I mean really, there are plenty of good schools that are closer, two really good ones in Utah as a matter of fact. One at BYU ( he was not so inclined to go there.....) and then the Uof U, where he wanted to go but got wait listed. So his two top choices were Creighton University or the University of Miami. Both oh so far!!! So now I am sadly counting down the days till I have to say good bye to him. I know that day will be one of the hardest days that I have had to experiance in a while. I am trying to keep myself positive in the fact that he is from West Valley so he will come home for holidays etc, and he said I am more than welcome to fly out and visit whenever I want to, but still!!!

Then I just found out today, that a girl that I work with, who has become a dear friend to me, is moving to Idaho Falls in the next few months bc her husband got a great job offer there. Granted that is not as far away as Omaha, but it is still 4 hours, and the fact that I wont get to see her every day at work makes me sad. I know it is an opportunity that her and her husband have been praying for, but I am sad that it has to come now, when no one was really expecting it. But the best of luck to her, she will do ok, and there is always facebook to stay in touch!!! ;)

I have also had some good girlfriends leave to serve missions in the past year. I am glad that they are choosing to serve, but sad that of course they have to leave for 18 months, but what do you do? Cant stop them from doing what they want! Boo Hoo Hoo!!!

Random Thoughts

Sometimes i feel like there are so many thoughts going my head at once that it just might explode! Usually I can fix it before that happens but I am just waiting..... so I think I will take a few mins and share some things that I am thinking about.

The first topic being family. I love my family with all my heart, immediate and extended. I am a bit sad as three of my four brothers are joining the Marines and in the next month all three will be gone to boot camp and the house will have a lose of madness. Still trying to decide if that is a good thing or a bad thing. I am happy that they have chosen to serve their country and to learn new skills, I just hope and pray that they dont get hurt in the process, mainly for my mom's sake, I dont know how she would deal with it all!! I think often of those in my extended family that are going through some tough times. My cousin recently lost her little boy, he was found in his bed with a cord from the blinds wrapped around his neck. He was just over a year old. I grieve with their family and wish that there was more that I could do to help.

Next, friends. One of my best friends goes into the MTC today, in fact, she went in just a little over two hours ago! She is going to be a great missionary and will be able to help and touch so many people's lives! I am so proud of her. But at the same time I feel as if I am slowly loosing my friends. Many have gone off and gotten married or finished school and moved away to start their real life as a professional. I shouldnt be sad about it, but sometimes I feel as if I may be one of the last few around with no friends and it makes a little teary-eyed at times. But then I remember that we have things called the phone, facebook, email, snail mail, and a transportation to keep in touch with all of these great people that we meet in life. I hope that I can stay friends with them forever and ever!!! :)

Last topic for the day, then I must get back to work. ;) Boys. Why is it that no matter where you look or who you talk to they always end up being trouble??? And when you finally find one that you think you could like and meets your whole list of qualifictaions, they are taken right out from under you! It just isnt fair. I have had my share of experiences with guys, and some have been ok, some horrible. I am getting sick of it all! And because of the horrible experiences that I have had, I find that I really am having a hard time being able to trust a guy when it is in a dating situation. I know ir discourages guys when that happens, but all I have to say is that they brought it on themselves gosh dang it!!!!

Well that is all for now, the ranting and raving will be put on hold until another time! :)

Wow I never thought I would do this!

So I always thought that blogging was a waste of time, but as I read others I have come to a conclusion that it might be another way, besides facebook, myspace etc to keep people updated on my life. So here you go!! This is me! The beginning of a new chapter! Blogging!!! :)